Dear God, nobody knows the secret pains and grief within me that are so overwhelming. But You know them all too well. Right now, I am surrounded by exhaustive circumstances — ready to deplete me ’til I am but no more. Yet, i can always hope in You, my ever present God!

Everything around me seem so shaky and are about to break and fall down. Around me are like worthless chaff that are about to be scattered by the wind. Yet what makes me stand still is the truth of who You are — You, God, is my refuge! I can always hide in the shadow of your wings when the enemy’s arrows are all darting on me. And You will be my Healer — healing me from all the wounds that the arrows had caused.

Thank You so much that I can always cast all my concerns upon You, knowing very well that You care for me incomparably! I can always come to you & share all the deepest desires of my heart.

God, carry me in Your arms because I’m so tired of fighting. I know I don’t need to quit, i just need to let You fight my battles because I cannot fight using my own strength and armor. It has to be Your strength and Your armor that i should be using in facing each of my life’s battles. I am deeply wounded right now. Fight for me, my God!

Also, please cause me also to live one day at a time. Cause me to move in Your Spirit, pray unceasingly and look to You for grace daily. Allow me to rise above my circumstances for the glory of Your name alone!

I Love you too , my dear and faithful God! Thank You for being Sovereign — in control of all circumstances. Indeed, the whole world is in Your hands!

Forever Yours, NIKKI…..